Color Synaesthesia is a poem that I wrote for a class assignment. It was subsequently published in my college's student journal of art and literature. I hope you enjoy it...Sometimes I cry when I read it. :(

 Just a little passage/story that i wrote free verse... maybe its about me... maybe its not... i dont know, because i dont know which is me anymore.  But what i do know is they all like the medicated Emilie and i dont cry anymore... But what scares me is that maybe this is not me at all, and the truth will come out.... and they will run, and i will cry again...

  I made an animation based on a song I wrote called "Once You Die."

The animation is posted on Vimeo.com, under my name: Anne Beal, and the video title is "Once You Die."  

 here is the link ---> http://www.vimeo.com/7693425

It is about my experience with suicide.  I animated only 20 seconds of the song; you can listen to the whole song at www.myspace.com/annabelleallways . 

idk what to put here.  just read it...

p.s.  Forgive the spelling errors if any (I'm sure there are..)

Here's just some of the crazy shit the Administrator  (a.k.a. "Superfreak") wrote to me in response to my JOURNAL entries......plus 2 other notes from Assistant Administrators ("Scooby" and "Doo", who I really liked) who responded to my email cries of help to them, i.e. "Why is this freak after me?"

I have found my village, even though I am 3000 miles away from it. Thank God for this site. I have so much to learn, so much to share from The Icarus Project.