Hello,

Been a bush girl for awhile and have no sense for technology.  Been manic and proud of it my whole life.  Went to an emotional growth boot camp as a youth, CEDU anyone heard of it? Had some extremely radical practices dealing with severe homicidal and suicidal youth.  Lots of screaming, lots of touch, art, dance, wilderness, drama, solos, physical labor, raw emotion, really diving into the madness while being suppoted, loved and encouraged to go there. I have found it nearly impossible to live that way in this world since I left that school over fifteen years ago. I am dying without that environment and that supportive community.  Perhaps I will begin to find it here.