My dance piece is performed this saturday. It's called the Art of Falling.

I've spent the day in my room and cannot think about going to class tomorrow. I don't get it, I haven't be happy yet, I haven't been really happy, so how can I be getting depressed already?

I'm worried; these past 48hours I've felt extremely agitated, unable to sleep, I've had racing thoughts, I've been irritable.

I have talked about her to my therapist for the whole hour today. How it wasn't all my fault like I've thought. How I am not clingy or codependent. Just sensitive.

I'm ok.

This blog is helping me a lot already. I like the idea that no one I knoew will ever read it, and that I can just post all the time and look at my thoughts in front of me.

I am very very stressed about packing again tomorrow, and not being settled for a few days.